Pregnant Pepper
So you ll only take underwear from “your man”? Ok, heres what I think about that shit.
Mind you this shit would have been more thought out but you want to be difficult today so I gotta put on my armament to deal with you. I think I ll call the pleasant you Andie and the difficult one Pepper, just to be clear.
I wonder what it would have been like if I had known you when you were pregnant. Its must have been lonesome. I would think you felt abandoned because everything you did you had to do by yourself. The pre-natal care, the baby shower. I think pregnant women are sexy.
Its suck that you play so hard to get when I d like to share these words with you. I think it’s a shame to be uncherished. I don’t think you ve ever heard a man say that he loves you because “she s a great woman and the mother of my child(ren).” That in you he seen unspoken beauty in being pregnant. That you are appreciated for bearing his child. I d gladly say that to you. I would tell you of the pleasure involved in making love to you by releasing a stream that will impregnate your egg. I mean by that what it has to have the feeling when you know what you released in her will be the genesis of all good things to come. I d gladly tell you that. If it mattered. I d gladly tell you that.
I don’t know if you ever knew that feeling. Much less, what it is for a man to WANT to get you get you pregnant. Not to have you get pregnant as an inconvenience or from rape.
A woman’s spirit can die from not hearing that. It’s the worst kind of neglect. Her soul becomes empty and desolate, like a dilapidated warehouse. But to difficult Andie it don’t matter, but I don’t like difficult Andie I like peaceable Andie. Where did she go?
Well if no one ever said it to you, then I ll say it to you now. I d love it if I was there so you could tell me how you felt emotionally and physically as you body was going through those changes. How did it feel in the beginning when you knew youi were pregnant. How did you find out? Was it the missed period, the slight nausea? Did you have nausea?
How did you feel around the 3-4 months? Did you see your body changing? Did you nipples become darker and you had to pee a lot? How was it around the 6 month when your uterus had ballooned out? The stretching of the skin did that bother you? When did you feel the baby move? The 7-8 month? How did feel? Did you gain any weight? Mood swings? The 9 month?
You should save these letters, because I am worried about you. What if you never hear anyone say these words or words like these to you for the rest of your life Andie? That can be a hollow feeling.
Although your children aren’t my children I think there should be a man somewhere who cares about you enough to thank you for having them.
So I have questions: Were you one of those women who loved their pregnant bodies or hated their pregnant bodies?
Some women find pregnancy brings them a body they love and never want to give it up were you one of them?
Did you get morning sickness?
Did your belly button pop out?
Did you get hemorrhoids?
Was it just you and your sis at the hospital when you gave birth?
Mind you this shit would have been more thought out but you want to be difficult today so I gotta put on my armament to deal with you. I think I ll call the pleasant you Andie and the difficult one Pepper, just to be clear.
I wonder what it would have been like if I had known you when you were pregnant. Its must have been lonesome. I would think you felt abandoned because everything you did you had to do by yourself. The pre-natal care, the baby shower. I think pregnant women are sexy.
Its suck that you play so hard to get when I d like to share these words with you. I think it’s a shame to be uncherished. I don’t think you ve ever heard a man say that he loves you because “she s a great woman and the mother of my child(ren).” That in you he seen unspoken beauty in being pregnant. That you are appreciated for bearing his child. I d gladly say that to you. I would tell you of the pleasure involved in making love to you by releasing a stream that will impregnate your egg. I mean by that what it has to have the feeling when you know what you released in her will be the genesis of all good things to come. I d gladly tell you that. If it mattered. I d gladly tell you that.
I don’t know if you ever knew that feeling. Much less, what it is for a man to WANT to get you get you pregnant. Not to have you get pregnant as an inconvenience or from rape.
A woman’s spirit can die from not hearing that. It’s the worst kind of neglect. Her soul becomes empty and desolate, like a dilapidated warehouse. But to difficult Andie it don’t matter, but I don’t like difficult Andie I like peaceable Andie. Where did she go?
Well if no one ever said it to you, then I ll say it to you now. I d love it if I was there so you could tell me how you felt emotionally and physically as you body was going through those changes. How did it feel in the beginning when you knew youi were pregnant. How did you find out? Was it the missed period, the slight nausea? Did you have nausea?
How did you feel around the 3-4 months? Did you see your body changing? Did you nipples become darker and you had to pee a lot? How was it around the 6 month when your uterus had ballooned out? The stretching of the skin did that bother you? When did you feel the baby move? The 7-8 month? How did feel? Did you gain any weight? Mood swings? The 9 month?
You should save these letters, because I am worried about you. What if you never hear anyone say these words or words like these to you for the rest of your life Andie? That can be a hollow feeling.
Although your children aren’t my children I think there should be a man somewhere who cares about you enough to thank you for having them.
So I have questions: Were you one of those women who loved their pregnant bodies or hated their pregnant bodies?
Some women find pregnancy brings them a body they love and never want to give it up were you one of them?
Did you get morning sickness?
Did your belly button pop out?
Did you get hemorrhoids?
Was it just you and your sis at the hospital when you gave birth?
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